Please pray for me and my home. I continue to struggle with finances. I keep praying for deliverance from the bondage of debt. I have been irresponsible with money and lack self-control for many years. The more I read Proverbs and read The Blessed Life that was given generously from a person at the Promise, I see my impulsiveness has lead me into darkness.

I am backsliding, I have strong faith in Jesus and his saving grace, though I feel lost too. I keep donating whatever I have, trusting that God's promises ring true. I don't understand this at all. Have I given to the wrong people, have I not done what father God has asked? I know my ways are not his ways. I know I am far blessed over others, I have food, I have a roof over my head, I have a job with income and yet I am a slave to a mountain of debt. This month my house of cards collapsed. I'm lost, every check I wrote to pay November bills has been returned with insufficient funds. Rent, my debt consolidation payments and other smaller debts have not been paid for November. I have called everyone I owe so far and have asked for some time, but as November comes to an end I do not know what to do. I have been unable to continue my monthly giving due to my debit card being replaced. I planned to update my information with the Promise, however without rent being payed and creditors demanding payment I did not want another organization asking me, "what was going on?" I'm sorry, I have tried so hard to follow God and I keep praying for Jesus to cleanse me, wash me clean. I believe I've been saved. I believe, I believe, and now I am tired, weak and ask for strength to continue my walk with God. I know God knows my needs before I even ask. As I pray for deliverance from this financial burden, from my poor decisions, poor choices in investments, I can't help but begin to wonder If my destiny is to remain tired, weary and burdened to work till I am unable to even complete a simple task. I ask for prayer of understanding, freedom from debt. God, help me I can't do this on my own, help me understand, help me again know everything will be OK. Please pray, all I have left is prayer. December is coming and another month of financial obligations are about to come to my door and I do not know where or what I can do. Prayer is the only thing I feel I am capable of doing. Thank you all for what you do at the Promise, the miracles I have heard over the years from listening to this station are an insurance God has not left my side. So again I ask, please pray for me.