Pray that my parents Glenda (mostly her, I think) and Alan forgive me and don’t throw me out. I made a mistake, it was small compared to other things I done, but it was still very bad in my mum’s eyes, I think it is because my dad is sick. I hope my physio gets cancelled tomorrow by people working there, as dad is sick. I am on very thin wire. My mum says I treat her badly every day, that is not true, at least I think that. My mum has a worse temper than mine, in my opinion. I worry about being homeless or worse or even dead. My dad has been sick for a while and only got worse yesterday. Help me get the courage not to give up, as some days I just want to stay in bed, as I worry about what I will do wrong next. Help me do a lot better as a person, as I worry about doing the smallest things wrong can cause me to be kicked out. My mum has mental health issues and to add insult to injury some ESL students of hers are making things worse. My mum said she meant what she said by throwing me out if I do what I did again or worse. Doesn’t help that my mum’s a bully lately.